Monday, September 06, 2004
{ 6:52 AM }
This few daes have been unlucky fer me. I dun understand y, but I always get scolded. The fault is not wif me n I'll get the scolding. Ridiculous! I feel the worst is yet to come (mayb fer me), the onli wae 2 solve it is to not hide from it, but 2 face it....wif great courage. Easier saed den done. I'm totally sadded. The feeling is sooooo hard 2 describe."No words could describe th agony of my soul" This few daes mani things happened. Izzit meant 2 strengthen me? The feeling of betrayal, lost of hope, worrying, helpless...I now understand. Last time I usually tell ppl,"Cryin' will not make u stronger, we have 2 stop crying n leran to b stronger!" But now, I understand the real meaning of crying. Ppl cry b'coz dey can't control deir saddness animore. Dey have 2 let go. Dey cry b'coz dey r hurted, dey hearts r pain. Crying is the onli wae 2 make u feel better.